Sick

I have been looking for a job for so long now and I finally got a job! The only thing is I caught the virus yesterday and I have been throwing up! They want me to come in tonight at 4 pm and work until 6am the next morning which is Christmas Eve. Does my luck just suck?

Failed security clearance

Well I joined the army and swore in and everything and I went to pick my job and couldn't get my security clearance. I had high hopes. I've been working out for around four to five years now. I was wanting to be a Ranger or even Green Beret. I guess not now since I couldn't get a security clearance because of something ridiculous that happened in Florida. I was arrested in Florida for "fighting". A friend and I were breaking up a fight but we were "involved" so we were arrested too. Pensacola is crawling with little bored off duty officers looking to show off they are in control. I guess I will just do reserves now.

Ahhh!

I'm a hypocrite and I know it. I have all of my girlfriends friends added on facebook but don't like it when she adds mine. I got in an argument with her mom today because of it! She was saying that she was gonna get my girlfriend to add my friends which really pissed me off.

Today

Well i am waiting to go into the Army and I'm on probation. I have until December 27th to not get in any trouble with the law. This includes traffic violations. Guess what I got today? I was speeding five over. I don't know what's gonna happen now but it seems like things in life always are screwing up.

Job

So I leave for the army in about three months and I haven't had a job in five. I am so broke it's pathetic. I've been constantly filling out applications and I am not getting a call back at all. I am starting to wonder why my high school diploma was so important to get!

A little more about me

I have been dating a girl for two years that I am in love with. I come from a very poor family. I am always struggling to make money. Some how I always find myself in trouble with the law. I never sleep at night because I worry and stress about everything. I will be putting all my worries and stress on this page. I am going to be completely open about everything. You can share whatever you would like also.